Thursday, August 19, 2010

Blending In with the Clamor

Ten people talking, coffee machines buzzing and spraying, and music louder than it all. People pay $5 to sit here in the coffee shop to work, talk, or just surf the Internet. To top it off, I'm sitting in what feels like an island when I normally sit near a wall or window. I thought the people walking by, stopping for coffee, and sitting behind me would drive me to self-consciousness.

Just yesterday I thought I'd write a poem or essay on the beauty of quiet, and at the moment I find myself thinking of why this loud busyness is starting to win me over like it does every time I come here.

It wins me over because I love the thought of being in the middle of various conversations. I can't hear the exact words, but it's just fun that people are here enjoying a weekday night with a friend or alone deep in thought. I love how God can make even clamor beautiful and useful to us.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

A Couple Books

I thought I'd update you on what I've been reading and how it relates to my thoughts on writing.

Right now I'm reading Wayfaring by Alan Jacobs. When I read the introduction, it felt like I was in a college English class again. For me, that's a good thing—as long as there's no homework, of course. Good English classes explore important, deep questions through story. I'm also looking forward to this book because I've heard that Jacobs is a deep thinker and has a good understanding and interest in faith.

Last week I read Permission to Speak Freely by Anne Jackson. I thought it would help me to feel more open to writing in an informal style or in the way I would normally speak. It did indirectly help with that. The book was not about writing but was mostly about Anne's life and her wanting people to know about God's acceptance and how we should accept and love others. She had a wonderful point: that no one is without a secret—that everyone is the same when it comes to currently having or having had experienced something painful in one's life. It's a good message to a culture that seems to want to run from pain. Pain is real and a part of life, and it's Christ and love for him and others that helps us through it, no matter who we are. That can relate to writing informally too, because people just want to be known and know they're not alone. Writing too formally often reminds me of someone wanting to appear above others or not wanting anyone to know the person behind the writing. I know that’s not the intent, but I don’t want to write in that way—at least not when I’m writing for fun.